snap out of it
It's finals week and I'm almost done with everything. I have absolutely no desire to finish anything though. I want this quarter to be over in the worst way. I've been really depressed and almost in a daze since Friday after portfolio review. I have no real reason to feel this way and it's bothering me that I am. I cried during my portfolio review for no reason. In fact, it was probably my best one yet. My advisor said "I had come out of my shell". If I were on American Idol, he'd be Simon, the toughest critic, only Simon is actually a nice guy off camera (so I hear) and this guy is constantly a douche. But he gave me a compliment, and the feedback I got from the other "judges" wasn't bad. But I cried...for no reason...other than maybe I was just happy that it went as well as it did. But the rest of the day, i was incredibly unhappy, and haven't been motivated to do anything since. All I really have left to do is print my presentation things and finish my dynamic web class stuff. I just don't want to do it at all. I haven't really felt like doing anything but sleeping, which I haven't done well in awhile. I snapped out of it a little bit Saturday night cause Dave, Reddy, Sarah, and I went to the Roller Derby, but after awhile I just wanted to go home. I don't know what is wrong with me, but i need to snap out. I think after this week I'll feel much better.
Oh, and Pearl Jam is Thursday...